Can I be a little honest here?

Maybe here, I won't be judged as harshly. Maybe here, I won't be subjected to the ever-scrutinizing eyes of those around me. Maybe here, I can pour my heart out somewhere where words seem to matter a little more. 

I'm kind of really tired. Tired of isolation, tired of pretending, tired of smiles, tired of never-ending work. There's nothing more that I want than to step away from it all.

God, hold me. Sustain me. I need you now more than ever.